been so busy... and the smoke hanging over me has yet to lift completely... at times it does, but most of the time its there.

yesterday, rushed off for lunch after school, and back again for fencing meeting. finally gotta settle most of the stuff, though there's still lots of things i need to get and the accounts - what a mess. haha... after tt, went over to support squash. it was quite fun... we won 3-2 and 3-2. was close for the guys though... was 2-2... luckily the last guy was superb... then watched a little of netball... ah, won easily with tt one. i didn't think the cheer we did after tt was appropriate though... new batch of concillors need more experience...

idol was great... :) jennifer and jasmine impressed. the rest were good, not exceptional... but the 2 guys... hmmm, they need to improve.

today... what a way to start the day. freaking boring/useless talk. the speaker was skirting round every issue... wth... he doesn't wanna talk about what we wanna know, giving cliche answers all the way... gave him really nasty comments. but well, serves him rite for boring me for 2 hours.

haiz... was feeling better after some sleep... but then, i dunno what's it with the atmosphere of some pple in class, it just brings me down. or maybe its just me... so was feeling quite crappy... and just did chem s during some parts of the lecture instead...

after school, talking to yx n cm made things better... hmmm, cm, recently talking to u just makes my mood better... maybe its the vibe u are giving? there's more life in u then like everyone else around me combined.... their mood just brings me down... so unlike yrs... :P

then during the a*star talk... hmmm, nvm, shalln't talk abt it. anyway, the talk was highly useful... and it was really interesting to know what pple do in research. i think i've had my mind set on taking this path... i wanna try to do something meaningful with my life for once. wasted 18 years... must redeem myself. the work they do is highly interesting... but the problem is, u've gotta study till PHD... might not be a bad thing actually...

finally, american idol today... shocker. i'm not amused tt jennifer got voted off... she's so good. and fan almost went off, tt's just unacceptable...